A Frozen Flower

Sometimes humans are out of control and they speak what they don't mean to. Everyone had that moment of speaking when they were angry and regretted the speech they made afterwards. It can happen within ourselves and our parents, siblings, friends and lovers. We might expect people to handle us at our worst, but have you ever thought that we might be the only one left to hold ourselves that are full of emotion? At times, we blame other people too much to the point that we can't see the truth anymore. Be wise, reflect on ourselves, and learn to let go.   The mouth can speak both of life and death, love and hate, curse and blessing. Loving my asymmetrical peplum top from TB Dress, and not to mention my comfortable light-denim jeans from Hoodboyz UK. TB Dress top, Hoodboyz UK jeans, 3.1 Phillip Lim bag, Christian Louboutin heels

Him in My Vague Memory

In everyone's life, there is always a dream to pursue. And between the dream and where yourself stand, there is a distance that no living creature can measure. Somewhere belong the road, we find a seemingly endless difficulty, something else begins when the other stops. Though, we can't lie that behind every hardship, something God-given is always there.   But, what if that God-given isn't meant to stay forever? What if that God-given requires you to make a decision? What if that God-given is indirectly telling you to stop, because it is everything you possibly need?   All that glitters is not gold. Not everything that shines can bring you the biggest diamond. It gives you happiness, but not in a form of the biggest outcome. Life is an opportunity cost, it is packed of multiple choices; to have A you can't get B, and vice versa.   There are many doors that I can't enter, and one of them is yours. Peggy Hartanto dress, Christian Louboutin heels    

Photographed by: Argo Sumarwoto & Raja Siregar

Makeup & hair: Giovanni Nathalie & Peter Saerang salon

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A Little Love Never Hurt

Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia. The citizen understands well that there are a lot of diversities among the people here. Behind those skyscraper buildings and people who shop as if tomorrow never comes, there are still a lot of people who needs shelter, a lot of people whose rights have been taken away, a lot of talents that are not recognized because of discrimination, and the list never ends. It looks simple, but has it come to your mind that it might be one of the reasons why Indonesia is still a developing country? Do you expect a better Jakarta, or exactly, Indonesia? I do.   Truthfully saying, during the legislative election a few weeks ago, I did not use my right to vote; I had also decided not to vote either during the presidential election. Though recently, some news have weakened my knees and I realized that my inner heart has been expecting a huge change all along. Thus on the upcoming 9th July 2014, I have made up my mind to vote. For a brighter Indonesia amen.   Dear fellow Indonesians, if it is not us, then who else? If it is not now, then when? Current favorite Double-breasted Woolen Overcoat from DressVenus ;) DressVenus coat, Dorothy Perkins pants, Givenchy bag, Christian Louboutin heels

Scent of A Woman

Life doesn't always go as what you planned or as what you thought. In every stage of life, you need to surpass a seemingly endless obstacle. Be it in friends, love life, work, or family.   People you enjoy hanging out with talks behind your back, people you can't live without can live without you, what you enjoy doing doesn't always give you benefit, people you wholeheartedly trust betray you, and the list goes on.   It makes life seems difficult, doesn't it? But, believe me, keep doing and planting good deeds because there is 1 person who puts all His belief on you, who sticks with you throughout the whole process, and He is God.   No matter what religion you carry, I believe you deserve love. I believe you will receive more when you started giving. You guys might have known that I'm a massive fan of nail-art. For those who asked, I never did them by myself because I can't really draw properly.   A week ago, De Fleur Nail Art contacted me that she would do my nails. Without further ado, I definitely said yes! Starting from IDR 40.000, they serve by appointment or they can also create fake nails. Check out De Fleur Nail Art for more beautiful creation! Asos top, Zara skirt, Marc by Marc Jacobs bracelet, Valentino bag, Christian Louboutin heels

The Kingdom of Wind

Sometimes a thought keeps lingering in my mind. It always starts from one insignificant thought that later roots up to one big question in life. "Can I?" "Am I?" "Should I?".. 3 basic questions that we all have faced, and they require a detail answer.   What I chose in life isn't what I was told to do. Thus at some point of time, I asked myself if my path was even right since the beginning. Regretting? Sometimes I feel that way. But then, life is unexpected in so many ways. Right after a night of sorrow, God always shows me a brighter side. He tells me the reason of why I should stay and have a firm conviction. He always appreciates you and your minor effort, so continue to believe in Him. He will for sure, show His glory.   "Don't be sorry, just learn to trust Me in all things, the good and the bad. And don't doubt that My plan is always better than your plan." Asos top, Zara jeans, Balenciaga bracelet, Givenchy bag, Christian Louboutin heels

Tale of The Sea

Hi guys! My very first outfit post in 2014. First of all, I would like to say Happy New Year to you all; may 2014 be a blessing year and I hope all of you will have many unforgettable moments. I am very grateful to have a bunch of amazing viewers and readers; because without them, this blog won't even rolling until now. You guys are such a grace to me.   2013 was indeed a blast for me. I experienced a lot of things - whether it is embracing or breaking up, laughing or crying, learning or dismissing, complimenting or yielding, taking chances or giving chances, whatever it is.. I chose to remember them as a life-lesson that will keep me as a better and stronger person. I can't deny that there were moments, which I would love to stop at and changed what I chose and settled. Since the second chance doesn't exist, I simply promised myself that if I have the odd to face the same situation again, I won't react the same way as I used to. So, 2014, shall we start? :) Asos top, Derek Lam skirt, Balenciaga bracelet, Givenchy bag, Christian Louboutin heels

Full Moon

Hi there, I am truly sorry for the lack of updates. I have been really busy "fixing" myself. So this is the outfit that I wore to Sebastian Gunawan's annual show - review on it soon. And I am sorry for the bad quality pictures; as these were taken under the dim lights, noise naturally appears.   So as what I said in the beginning, I have been trying to change my appearance. If you followed my Instagram, you might have realized that I am growing my bangs without cutting it short anymore. Some people asked me why did I change my look, so I am going to answer the question here. I will be seventeen soon so I kinda want to change my image. I understand some people think that being seventeen doesn't mean you should change yourself into someone who looks grown up and prepared, but being seventeen is not the only sole reason why I am seeking into differences. I feel like dressing myself in a sophisticated and mature way suits me way better than before, and I feel more comfortable with it.   I am fully aware that back then I hated what I love now. I told people that I won't wear the apparels I am wearing now. Even so, I don't regret what I said because I was happy with what I wore back in the old days. Every moment in life gives me a lesson to learn. In conclusion, everyone grows up and you can never expect what will happen in the future. So I guess you should stick with everything that doesn't bother you, and that is exactly what I am doing. Things might be unstable now, but I'm sure everything will be solid and steady. Patrick Owen top, Patrick Owen skirt, Alexander McQueen bracelet, Alexander Wang clutch, Christian Louboutin heels